Sunday, 25 November 2007
Since everyone is blogging about yesterday and that stupid JY aka Dear ask me to update something,so I guess I just give a little brief update of what happen yesterday.I won't go into details,I am too lazy to do that.Bear with it. That's just me... ...
So...it all starts on a hot sweaty weather day..."Am I writing story?" Sounds like...Whatever!
Anyway,yesterday was dammit HOT! I was sweating like hell.Even air con doesnt seems to be working.
Graduation...This years graduation doesnt really touch me.Actually I dont really feel anything,maybe that's why I am not blogging about it.No tears...Its so different from graduating from Woodland Secondary School.I remember,I was crying during my graduation in my secondary school.
But,I have fun this year.I truly had.I know particulary who are those that I will really keep in touch with,some which I doubt will.Sorry,I am just being frank.I dont believe in Friends Forever stuff cause I am not the Primary 6 girl which I used to be.Looking back at all the diary thing we used to write Friends Forever.How many did you really manage to keep in contact?How many really are your Friends Forever?How ironic when you look back,there is only 2 friends which you can really consider as Friends Forever. This is life.People come and go.You cant possibly keep in touch with everyone and everything.Some people who are truly a friend,and I can tell which of those are.And I thank you guys,I had a happy year with you all. I am still looking forward to our Christmas trip,more hanging out and more redbox.I still wanna sing Click Five songs even if it's a torture to you guys.Don't Care!!!! I love The Click Five!
Back to graduation.Took lots of pictures,but I dont really look good in them.Shouldnt have wear my glasses when taking pictures.And blame the weather! So hot that is making my face all red.Urrrgh,which I hated most. Joyuex - my beloved friends. Princess Cute "Jian" & her 3 "Jian" knights...Haha...All the people in Ausmat,best of luck to your future. Remember my motto - Live to Dream! So let's all dream hard and make them all come true!
All right...the thing that holds me back from everything in Sunway is Lun.In some way,I hopes he reads my blog.So he would know that I like him.And know what he have been putting me through all these times.It's like a rollercoaster ride, happy and agony comes and goes.How much more can I take? I dont know.But this is not the worst cause I know there is one guy whom I truly love all my life.He is someone irreplaceable.I dont know why,he is just him,a guy which walk into my life and never walk out after 8 years.And I am pretty much sure,for the rest of my life,just like the lyrics below - A part of me will always be with you. I never really let him go.It's a regret that will haunt me for a lifetime. Yes,I cried him a litre of tears... ...or maybe more.
So this time,no matter what,no matter how foolish am I going to be standing in front of him telling him that I like him,I will still do it.Please friends,give me some support.Because this time,I am going to do something which I have never done before and it drain all the courage I have.So Lun... ...
S Club 7
Everybody's got something they had to leave behind
One regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it could be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you goCHORUS
I've never had a dream come true
Till the day that I found you
Even though I pretend that I've moved on
You'll always be my babyI never found the words to say
You're the one I think about each day
And I know no matter where life takes me to
A part of me will always be with youSomewhere in my memory
I've lost all sense of timeand tomorrow can never be cos yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's no use looking back or wondering
How it should be now or might have been
Oh this I know but still I can't find ways to let you go
CHORUS
You'll always be the dream that fills my head
Yes you will, say you will, you know you willOh baby, you'll always be the one
I know I'll never forget
There's no use looking back or wondering
Because love is a strange and funny thing
No matter how I try and try I just can't say goodbye
No no no no
CHORUS
